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ok so saturday sat around til about 7 then went to stephans park with my favorite waitress(Francesca) and sat there and talked with her for 3 hourz, best time of my life, but then sunday umm helped my dad put the new door into his room. then went to the fair out in New Baltimore had a lil bit of fun, a lot of dizzyness, but then monday didnt really do anything til bout 830 and that is wen john picked me upto go ova his houz. but we went ova there and me him and terri hung out. i wish "she" wouldve been there but she had something else to do and i know wat she had to do was more important cuz she told me so i dont have to worry. but today i have no idea wat im doin so lets just go with the flow of the day.
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ok so today i get to go to lunch wit brad and see my favorite waitress in the world. at coney island. then at like 430 or 5 i get to go kick matts ass in bowling cuz he things he can beat me cuz of last thursday he beat me by 3 damn pins. but then tomorrow i have a golf tourney yall should wish me good luck i wont get it til later cuz the tourney starts at 630 am i think
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okay so i havent updated this in a long time but havent really had the time to with skool and everything. but now its summer. so i hope this summer will be fun cuz i just dont know. i have golf and everything but that wil be fun cuz i like to golf. i jjust wish it wasnt so god damn early.but i did good on fathers day i shot a 96 for 18(my reg is like 100-103) so that really good shaved 4 strokes off my score. but idk wat to really write. fathers day was pretty cool but i had the worse headache. it was unbeleiveable. but ya comment this thing if u want but i was just lettin ppl in on my life now
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I hate being this way I feel like I can do anything I can but I can’t. I’m sick of being like this. I really don’t want to go to any kind of child camp or boot camp, like my cousin did. I need to get out of this phase, I can’t stand this phase. I actually do think I need some anger management but I don’t want to admit it to any one. I have tried everything to get my anger out but everything I have tried did not work. Hitting things didn’t work that just got me grounded, throwing a tantrum didn’t help that just got me worse, and this music shit just isn’t working. I only listen to grudge music when I’m mad like this. I just wish I had some other ways to get rid of this anger. This does kind of help but only to a certain extent. I really need to find something else that will help me because I won’t have a computer by me every time I get mad.
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Sry everyone that has seen that side of me. i just want to say i dont want to be like that anymore.
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okay well i just got home from detention that wasnt that bad. it couldve been better but its no bad. but anywho skool wasnt bad just kinda sat around like alwayz took a test in 2nd block and then did recycling for seminar and 6th block watched a movie(feel a sleep)and 8th block had a sub and did all my hw. so that was basically my day.
~~mike~~
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okay so idk wat is up wit me these dayz. i just idk im showing my emotions way to much! i need to stop cuz i neva used to show my emotions this badly. and i need to get some fucking sleep too that shit is killin me. but skool omg that idk wat to say about it all i love about it is my friends. and the girls are just wow! :p and if i look like i did today all i can say is YEAH! like this girl rachel damn is she cute and i didnt even get a hi from her today. but i will tomorrow cuz she is getin a poke from me tomorrow.
all THIS is, is SHIT rearanged
~~mike~~
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okay so last night did absolutely nothing but me nad brent were commenting back and forth on myspace to figure out wat was goin down today.but other then that nothing happened. umm yea so my parents r def being gayer then hell. wen they got home, at 11, they came down to my room just to get my fucking fone(how gay is that) idk y they wont let me have it downthere and im to afraid to ask y cuz i think if i do they will take it away newyaz.and i actaully went to bed at a good time 1130 suprising ly
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okay so today is friday and all i no i gotta do is go bowling like i did last night and got a 190 wit a houz ball(very suprising) but yesterday i hung out wit brad like all day. but it was fun play some bball. just like the good 'ol summer of ours. god i cant wait til that comes. but today i have no idea wat is gonna happen prob hang out wit brad again. but thats prob it if its nice ima try to play some football. but idk how it is ouside yet cuz im still in thy pj's. prob just gonna check weatherchannel or something. but thats about it ima have nothing to do tonight so if u wanna hang just call me or if ur havin a party call me damnit!
~~mike~~
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well um yeterday played some football got fucked up, thought i broke my knee, a rib and some other things and prob gotta slight concussion, but im all good just sore. umm then sat around until 915-920 went to ashleys for supposably a bekah's cute party at ashleys houz :/ but def had some fun there. FREEZE GAME that was the best gotta remember that game. umm but that was mostly my day and it was actually fun. but if neone is doin nething today let me no cuz i no ill be bored.
~~mike~~
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okay so i am deffinitly confused like badly. buti mn ot gonna let yall in on it. but i mean love is so confusing. especially in my life. but im just happy cuz we got the week off of skool. thank god. i need a week to think. but i havent really been up to nething. except yesterday went to the movies with johnna and her family and paula that was fun cuz me and johnna seen "date movie" damn it was funny. but today i have no idea wat i am doing. then the rest of the week i need stuff to do. only have been gettin lil amount of sleep cuz been thinkin a lil to much. but its kinda hard not to in the situation that i am in rite now.
~~mike~~
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I’m Already There
“Daddy, daddy where are you?” wondered Dave. Just then Brittany walked out of her room. “Dad just left for work, what you want?” answered Brittany. Then in came their mother. Alright kids time for school” stated Natalie. After she dropped off the kids at school she went back home. Then not an hour after she gets a call from Bob’s work.
“Natalie” they said “Bob’s been in an accident”. Natalie asked “Is he okay?” She rushed to the hospital. In room B117, there sat bob with his wrist in a cast. “Oh My God, what happened?” said Natalie holding her tears back. “I was working on this car and the hood dropped on my wrist and broke it.” She called her sister Suzy and told her what happened and asked her to take care of the kids until she got home. Natalie stayed by Bob’s side all night & the next day. 3 days had come and went and then he got cleared to go home. Bob sat in his bed day in and day out for 3 weeks. When the three weeks had been ova he went to the hospital to get it cleared by the doctor. The doctor checked out his wrist and cut the cast off. “Okay Bob you cant do anything with that wrist for two more weeks.” Stated the doctor after 2 weeks Bob went back to work. Then 4 dayz went and Bob got laid off. So bob went looking for jobs but all he could find was in Florida. Bob told Natalie that only he would go to Florida and that he would send her money every week. Thorough all of this the kids, Dave & Brittany, are crying non-stop. So Bob left and called when he got to Florida. He told them that he had found a job that pays 3 times the amount that his old one did. So he told Natalie that he would be sending more money. After a few months the phone calls stopped coming but the money still came to her. Then after that the money stopped coming. She called Bob’s phone but no one answered. So she went to his house down in Florida. But no one was home so she walked in and on the bed she seen a note and this is what it read “Natalie, I have been thinking and I gave all my pain away so I went to heaven. But don’t do nething bad just remember I’m already there looking ova you
Love,
Bob
She began to cry then she heard someone singing in her head and she knew it was Bob. She listened and this I was he sang to her “I'm already there Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair I'm the shadow on the ground I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend And I know I'm in your prayers Oh I'm already there” Then she went home and live the life she had always wanted. But she never forgot Bob.
The End
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alright by now u guys shouldve all read my story and if not its the update before this one. but i gotta ? guys do u think i should keep writing or not? cuz idk if it was good even tho everyone told me it was
but i just wanted to update and say idk wats goin on in my life rite now i wish i new but i really dont! it kinda sux. cuz i mean i wanna go to snowball but i wanna go wit one person but idk if ima go just yet.
but skool hasnt been bad but we got finals next week and thats gonna suck but its gonna be good cuz we get out early
well today i got bit by some bleachers tryin to save a basketball from goin out of bounds then i got my arm all fucked up.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sry ppl
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this is a story i wrote tell me how it is..........
Behind Blue Eyez
It was a dark and lonely night and Michelle had been crying for an hour or two. The only reason she was crying was because her boyfriend, mike, had left for Iraq the night before and she was scared that he might never come back. Then when someone tried to come in she would wipe her tears really quick but the only person that would come in was her best friend, Kenny. Kenny didn’t like to see Michelle cry because if he saw her cry he would start shedding a few tears too. While he seen Michelle like this he just wanted to hold her until she stopped. That night was different; he had held her until she fell asleep. He stayed by her side the whole night so that when she woke up he made sure she was okay. Then out of the blue she got a call at about 2 AM and it was from Mike and he said that he was doing just fine and that she shouldn’t worry. Then she screamed and he asked what was wrong. So she said about how she seen Kenny in there but he wasn’t himself. Mike wondered how this could be. It made him think. So even during the war he was thinking about it all the time. It took him about a year and a half to figure out that he couldn’t find out how he was different. Then a year and a half later on the same date at 2 AM. Michelle answered and they started talking and then Mike just asked “Do you remember that one night I called and u said that Kenny wasn’t himself”, “Yes, why you ask?” Michelle asked. “How did he look different?” Mike wondered. So as they went on with the conversation she looked down at the side of her bed and there lied Kenny. She had to do a second glance to notice that he wasn’t moving and that he had something written on his back on a tattoo. So she read it and it said “If you are reading this and you know a Girl named Michelle please let her know that I’ve loved her since the day I seen her.” Michelle dropped the phone in awe. Then she turned Kenny over to tell him her true feelings but as she turned him over she had noticed the puddle of blood that was under him. She had just now noticed that she had dropped the phone with Mike still on it. Mike asked, “What’s wrong honey?” Then a complete silence broke down. So Mike repeated himself then finally Michelle said “ Well I looked at Kenny and on his Tattoo, you know the one he had gotten, well it said If you are reading this and you know a Girl named Michelle please let her know that I’ve loved her since the day I seen her.” So Mike thought about his conversations with Kenny and then it hit him. Kenny had said something about that tattoo but Mike never thought anything of it. Kenny’s words of his tattoo ringed in Mikes ears for about four to five days. Mike called Michelle back then said about how sorry he was about what had happened to Kenny and how he just had to think about what to say about it. Then after the 4 years in the service over in Iraq he came home and noticed that Michelle had been on the floor next to Kenny, it had smelled like dead bodies. Before he did anything he looked at Kenny’s tattoo and then he noticed something on the back of Michelle. She had a note attached to her and it read” I’m so sorry Mike but it just wasn’t right I couldn’t do this to you I’ve really been in love with Kenny the whole time that you were over in Iraq” Then precisely at 2 AM Mike had gotten a tattoo that said “ I’m sorry for everything I have done”.
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ok so its been all good now. aight i no its only been about 2-3 weeks but i gotta move on(sry catherine) but i gotta i cant do this to u or myself nemore. but yea im def gonna move on cuz i kinda wanna. so im become more outgoin now cuz i need it. but it will be fun prob gonna go to tha mall alot now cuz itll be fun. but skool hasnt been bad just been time consuming. like alwayz. just been up to shit wit brad and hangin out went bowling last night and had some fun thank god.
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ok so this week has sucked so far becuz first catherine breakes up with me then i have to work for my aunt doing inventory. so i wont be able to do NETHING this week!!!! it suxks but then next week we start skool again which will suck becuz it just skool but newayz my xmas wasnt bad i got some cool shit but still it wasnt bad. but to everyone happy new years ppl
mike
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ok so yesterday went to lunch with doppi, justin, brett, brad, and of course me. but then went ova doppi's til 6 playing MOH cuz we r sweet but andy was being a retard cuz he got beat up by mike V. but then at about 645 left and went to the Craig Wilson show that my baby and amanda put together (which they did a great job) and had so much fun During Man Of Steel I leaned over and was like "can I be your superman? and she said i already was...... how adorable is she ppl? sooooooo adorable. but then got tha CD and my hat signed by Craig so now Catherine is gonna have my hat a lot. but idc cuz i love her.
Today
already watched some christmas movies, well actually Gma got ran ova by a raindeer and wat eva movie has a penguin and a dog in it. i dont remember wat movie it was. but i was talkin to my baby while watching them. but it was fun. then went to eat and beat my dad in pool. cuz im good like that. but then might go ova toppis play MOH again. then mayb going bowling wit my team cuz we dont have bowling today.so we gotta get in our bowling.
Tomorrow
gettin up dont no wat yet but then at like 5 goin to my uncles for a lil party with my dads family(wat weirdo's)
i love you Catherine
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ok well today wasnt bad went to skool. got to see mah baby and i love her. umm got my class ring but b4 i got it i had a pizza party with all the recycling people. but then tomorrow is just a early dismissal. and then its gone for 13 dayz w/o my boo. unless she got ungrounded but i highly doubt that.
i hope u liked ur presents i no i loved mine thnx so much hun.
<3 mike
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so today wasnt that bad i got up went to skool. got to see tha lovely of tha lovelyest catherine :D god i love her so much.
then tomorrow i get my class ring and its gonna be great. but then gonna see catherine again. agian i love her to death.
even tho catherine can neva remember it. but still havent typed my story yet cuz ive been busy. english suckd today cuz mrs t wouldnt let us go. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
<3 mike
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ok well def did noething today just sat on my fat ass and then went bowling wit john and brad but i gotta 223. well finished my story today but its 3 pages front and back.........
i love you catherine so much :*
12-16-05
<3 mike
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[17 Dec 2005|01:36pm] |
ok so yea last night wsa fun cuz i didnt have to babysit. but i will prob have to babysit tonight. but today we r having a party for my cuz'ns that r in from maine ova at my houz so ive been cleaning like a mad man..
<3 mike tha unicorn
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